Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Why I Love Passover

Today someone asked me why I love Passover.

It's not the mass quantity of matzah ball soup (drool) or the four cups of wine we "must" consume during the Seder (gulp). Although both are compelling reasons to at least show up.

The Passover story has all the elements of an exciting tale – slavery and oppression followed by freedom and redemption – with hope for the future. Passover educates us about our past, helps us appreciate what we have today and encourages us to continue asking questions, continue telling stories.

Some of my favorite conversations with some of my favorite people happen around the Seder table. We talk religion, politics, current events. We share stories of professional gain, personal milestones, Seders of the past.

Most importantly, we create memories. Every Jew and Gentile alike who joins our Seder table, whether it be only one year or every year since the first, leaves an imprint on my heart.

In just 4 nights we will begin the Passover holiday which coincides with the beginning of spring - a time for renewal, rethinking and rebirth. As we face new and exciting opportunities in our personal and professional lives, may this Passover give us the insight and courage to create ourselves anew.

Thursday, April 7, 2016

42 Days After AmeriCorps

I consider myself so fortunate. I was an AmeriCorps VISTA for 365 days. And without a doubt, they were the most inspirational, motivating and poignant days of my life.

Now I've been home for 42 days. Actually, I've been in transition for 42 days. And I cannot find it in me, mentally or emotionally, to say goodbye to my year of AmeriCorps service. Each day I feel myself struggling. Struggling to fill the void that has been left by such an incredible experience coming to a close. I realize now that I simply wasn't prepared ...

I wasn't prepared for the year to go by so fast.
I wasn't prepared to so deeply miss a community that I knew for so short a time.
I wasn't prepared to mourn. The loss of a period of intense purpose, turning my passion into action every single day, beside others doing the same - the emptiness is gripping.

No one told me that ending my year of service would be harder than beginning it. I simply wasn't prepared ...

42 days. 42. Jackie Robinson. A man who showed great courage and unwavering determination to change the status quo. He said, "A life is not important except in the impact it has on other lives."

I couldn't agree more. And that's where I struggle. How will I take everything I learned, everything I felt, everything I became ... and turn it into not just a year of service, but a life of service? How will I continue to make an impact?